It's Back

I was just sure this was the month. I thought my body was definitely feeling different and I was just so sure. But this morning the little whispys announced the impending arrival of my period. I'm still holding out hope that it is just implantation bleeding, but I know that it is very unlikely. I just feel so let down. It's really hard to put it into words. I know that there is a plan for my life, but I just don't understand this. I know I am supposed to trust God's plan for this, but it is just so difficult right now. It's hard for me to see past the immediate to know that this is all going to work out.

That's enough for now- I don't feel like wallowing in my sorrow. Have a test tonight to focus on.