The Waiting Zone

It's that great couple of weeks when I have no idea if I am pregnant or not. Of course I am constantly thinking that I "feel" something. Keep thinking my boobs are sore or that I am peeing more often. Totally ludicrous stuff like that! I tell myself not to think about it, but that is easier said than done!

My mom just called yesterday and told me that my cousin's wife is pregnant. She is due in April and he is supposed to ship out to Iraq in February. My mom is getting a little depressed too! She wants to be a grandma! All of her siblings will now have grandkids, even her sister who is 5 years younger than her. I keep telling her that we're trying so it's not my fault!

Have another baby shower to go to on Saturday. Yea- can't wait. SOOOO tired of baby showers. They were cute at first, but when you can't get pregnant it's just not a fun place to be!

So in small group on Sunday I re-stumbled across this verse: Philippians 4:6-7, Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Going to need to memorize this one! How amazing to not have to worry about any of this and have a peace that transcends all understanding! I'm not quite there yet... guess I haven't totally given up control of this thing!

One week until I should know if this is the month or not!