Something is different....

Something is definitely different! I am either pregnant or getting sick (can you guess which one I am hoping for??) I just feel different. Boobs have been sore lately, a different type of sore than just pre-period. And my lower abdomen region just feels different today. Kind of bloated- like something is expanding and it is tight quarters. I am still 6 days away from when my period is supposed to start, so I just don't think that it is the normal fun stuff that comes along with this time of month. I suppose the other option is that I am getting sick, which is also possible since I haven't been sleeping well lately. I'm going to try to get to sleep early tonight to see if a good night's sleep makes any difference.

I keep telling myself to just chill and try to pay no attention to how I feel. But I can't help but think about it. I'm such a planner that I want to get it all planned out it I am! I know I shouldn't get my hopes too high because that makes for a big disappointment if I'm not, but what would we be without hope? Perhaps I will have an early June baby!

When I was coming back from class on Tuesday I was listening to the Christian radio station and there was a woman who called in who had been told that she could not have kids b/c of endometriosis. There were so many follow up calls with women who were told that they could not conceive but never gave up hope or prayer and miraculously were able to have a child. Never give up hope and faith. The tunnel may be dark and long, but hope, faith, and prayer will get you through! It might be hard for some to comprehend, but I can't imagine my life without it. It is the only way I could make it through this difficult time.